If Given A Day

I had an internet crush at the time this is what i wrote lol.

9/27/22

I know this feeling is partly an infatuation an artifact of my longing to connect with another. When I think of you though I feel hopeful about the world that I am not alone, and although I could never say it to you I wish you would know your words inspire me to keep shining. I know the you I see is only small glimpse into the real you, only the best of yourself you wish to show the world. I sense however behind your smile a side that longs just like me. The side that deep down wants to be in love and in the arms of someone who cares for you as much you care for them. You want to be committed to a true love, unconditional, inseparable, unadulterated, pure and full of passion.

If we were not a 1000 miles apart and we were given a day I would give you an experience like none other you have felt before. That one day would be worth all the days you lost with your last lover. Even if we part , never to meet again, I would cherish that day, a day I spent with a star who shines just like me. A woman who loves herself and the world even if the world hurts her. If only I had one day would I show you how magnificent a pair we could be, and maybe you would see me with adoration like i do when i look upon you. If given a day, If only god gave me a day.