The Lover

5/24/22

I sat alone unfazed for a while
In a month I lost my composure
My heart finally was penetrated

I became a coward as my heart chirped
I ranted cause I felt hurt
Then you reacted cause you still lurked

Became a drug like no other our shared catharsis
But you mirrored my truths only to spite me
Then you loved bombed me and I reciprocated

I wanted to hate you, but my heart was yours
My problem was that I gave a fuck
Even when you made me out to be a villain
I only felt pain in knowing you said those things because you were hurting

Trust is what you said ended us; the same thing that bonded us.
After the guilt shed I found I wasn’t to blame
I could never save you from yourself

I lay alone utterly fazed
You are the hearts urge I battle everyday
The Lover my mind wants erased