2/24/24 Why is it my love that being someone you could lose makes you want me. How can you call your feeling love if it is fueled by fear. Who would I be to accept this love and be the source of your distress. I never want you

2/18/24 After a conversation I had with my mom‘s friend I realized a few things about my mindset and the principles that I believe in, and their tendency to make me falter logically. I was speaking about my experience with Kroger, and my mother‘s friend exposed

Written in my Notes app 3/4/2024 Not to long ago I spoke with a Lyft driver named KyungAe about life and stuff. The conversation started simply about my degree and then it got very philosophical. She spoke to me about being a pawn of how we all are

Little background information for this entry. I was facing alot of stress at the time and went to a scho0l counselor. From her perspective she perceived me as being pretty well adjusted although i was overthinking and not being good at setting boundaries. This writing was my perspective at the

Written in my Notes app 8/2/24 I’m staring at a casket at the foot of a grave labeled Royal Demeriez Brown. The man you once knew is being put to rest now, but I don’t want to go. I cherish this not perfect me, the one

Written after a drunk night dancing out at star bar at a destination unknown event 10/26/25 My reason for these nightly excursions like many of my ilk is to be found. More than being found to be claimed by another's permission. I fantasize that if I

Written in my Notes 11/29/25 In love with this many faced thing Amalgam of all those before Eyes of different shades Skin of multi tone their polychromatic Can’t say that this feeling is right Entangled unrequited infatuations Yet they linger and become one A inspiration a mirror